Feelin LOUSY
Sorry i havent posted in awhile…between my fibro flaring up..and CHEATING
ALOT…i’ve been so down…
me..then fibro flared up AGAIN…and i just kinda cheated a bit that day…and
then the night before last..ate a box of donut holes..i am just SO disgusted
with myself…or as my 8 year old would put it..DISGUSTIPATED lol…i am gonna
go back on either strict induction or back to the fat fast..that really
worked well for me…with the exception of feeling HUNGRY even with the things i
was eating
I feel like smackin myself…i finally got down to 220…was up to my
original starting weight…due to taking 5 weeks of Prednisone when i had
pneumonia…but i am hovering between 220=224….and i HATE IT…before i had
gotten down
to 214…then the prednisone..and gained all my lost weight back…its
frustrating..my fiance?? HE’S LOST 30+ pounds on this…i am HAPPY for him..dont
get
me wrong..but i am jealous too…i just dont get it..i know the one thing
setting me back..is not being able to do exercises…with my fibro flaring
up..my
doc doesnt want me to do anything..hes afraid i’ll get worse…
I am just so down right now…so if anyone has any encouragement…or
something…now is the time lol
Thanks guys!!
Angel
Angel ^i^
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one
day, so I never have to live without you.”
— Winnie the Pooh
Three Rules for Living:
1 Admit nothing.
2 Deny everything.
3 If caught, lie like hell!
August 30th, 2006 at 4:41 pm
YIPPEE!
You are down to 220. There’s something to focus on.
When I read your post and you mentioned the doughnut holes, I was so envious.
Just shake it off, we’ve all done it. You’ll get back into the swing before
you know it.
By the way, what is a fat fast??
Julie